Dead Throne

Supermom.

Each day, I’m waiting for you. Still, I’m holding on. Patiently waiting. Although it’s driving me crazy, I’m dying but I know it’s going to be worth it. I have faith in you. All the love’s still there, we just need to bloom it. Slowly, we can. We’re meant for each other, I can feel that. You’re my purpose of living. I can’t stay apart from you, beautiful. Seeing your beautiful smile this morning makes me feel calm and love. Please stay and don’t go. Don’t leave me. I love you so much, and I’ve never stop loving you. ❤

She’s the reason I wake up everyday with a purpose. She’s something I hold on to everyday. She’s the reason I feel alive everyday. Her smile, beautiful as always. She brighten up my life. I hope I can keep her smile everyday. Because I’m deeply in love with her. My heart always belongs to her. Karmelia Yasmin, I love you so much. More than you could ever imagine. ❤

You’re probably the best girl I’ve ever had. Your smile, it’s perfect. The greatest I’ve ever seen. I’ll miss it. What a wonderful soul, you are. I lose you and it’s my lost, no one can ever love me like you did. It’s hard for me to accept the fact that you’re not mine anymore. You were my life, my other half. You always making me feel like I’m the only one for you, special, unique, important, love of your life. Now I feel nothing, useless and hopeless. I didn’t expect that things would be like this. You’re something that worth changing for, I did that. I’ve changed for you. I’ve killed the ‘old’ me. For you. I thought we could grow old together, loving each other until the very end.

Do you remember the time when we don’t know where to go, we just walk around and you don’t mind about it because you said, “As long as I’m with you, I’m alright.” That moment, I know I’m not just a ‘boyfriend’ to you, I was something else. Something precious and I feel special. Do you remember the time when we had an unplanned date ? We thought that the day will be dull, but it was lovely. We sat down at a nice cafe, we ate ice-cream together, talked about our sweet, bitter memories together, our past and our future plans. It was lovely. Do you still keep the flowers that I gave to you ? Or is it already dead ? Probably. You were my boat, I was your sea, together we float, so delicately. But that was back when we could talk about anything. You are very precious to me.

Somehow, I can feel that you’re changing. You’re moving on, moving forward. While I’m just the same, not moving, waking up everyday without a purpose but to love you. It’s my fault anyway, I know I’m not good enough. You are a star that can shine a person’s life. You did that, to me. Now you’re gone, all was left was a shadow of my past. Things change, people change. I just want to kiss and hug you for the last time, and see your perfect smile with your eyes, looking at me telling me that everything will be alright.

As long as you’re happy, I’ll be alright. I just don’t want to see you sad. I know you’ll find your own way, when I’m not with you. But I can’t live without you, I can’t stay apart from you. I need you.

“You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me.”

You still and always have my heart. And I swear I’ll always love you, even if you don’t. So go be free. I will always be here for you, I will wait for you. Maybe love will find us again, there’s always tomorrow. I love you, Karmelia Yasmin.

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Extraordinary photos of young hitchhikers and freight train hoppers by Mike Brodie

Mike Brodie (tumblr | facebook) first began photographing in 2004 when he was given a Polaroid camera. Working under the moniker, The Polaroid Kidd, Brodie spent the next four years circumambulating the U.S. amassing an archive of photographs that would go on to make up one of the few, true collections of American travel photography. Having never undergone any formal training, he chose to remained untethered to the pressures and expectations of the art market

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oh-celine:

xo

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parayeah:

well.. you’re not a loser. 

You are a hero. 

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